Hey guys.
This will be the second post i'll be blogging about, posted this long time ago but i guess i'm gonna create a Part 2 of it, maybe by typing all those words i wanna say could actually make me feel better. It'll be better if this post could someone else feel better, i don't wanna type this for nothing. So ladies and gentlemen, please be prepared for some emotional post. You're gonna find me nagging and annoying, but i wanna feel better after posting this as well.
RELATIONSHIP, PART 2.
I don't know why i'm constantly worrying about this topic when i see other people going through so much of relationship problems, it seems like they're happy but at the same time, it seems like they're falling apart. I've got no idea how much of coverage i'm looking at when i see a couple being so sweet in public, i'll be so envious of them and start making up stupid scenarios in my head. The truth is, judging a book by its cover ain't gonna help me much. It'll just let me have all those thoughts that relationships are indeed sweet and it'll be like a movie. But no it isn't, behind all those sweet couples, there will be a bad situation as well.
Fights, Argument, Violence.
Just that what we see, are things people chose to show. We can't simply judge them when one's relationship is bad, means it'll remain bad forever. I've been through so much before, i can never ever have that mindset of going back to the past cos its just too hurting for me. I'm sure most of you guys out there wouldn't want to go back to the past, memories doesn't change but the people in it do. All of a sudden after a break up happened, we tend to fight back for that person but he/she doesn't wanna reconcile back with you anymore. That kind of feeling is just too painful to remember, now to think of it, you wish you didn't fight back as much. Full of regrets and all those shit you've sacrificed for that one person seems to give you the hatred feeling somehow.
Most of the people out there hate others bringing up about their past history cos they just don't wanna remember anymore, they wouldn't even wanna share it cos it brings back painful memories. For me, i would be glad if i could share my past history with someone. It'll seriously makes me feel so much better, even though i'll be over-reacting cos i'm super pissed. After a break up, you'll say you wouldn't regret fighting for him/her back no matter what. But after you start giving up slowly, your mindset starts changing. You'll be saying things like : 'OMGOSH, can't believe i chased him/her back' or 'Eeew, what was i thinking back then?'
It happens, i can honestly say that i regret my past so much. The urge to just kill myself instantly, memories that i wish i could forget forever. Can't believe how stupid i was back then, damn it. Wasted youth, oh god why. Anyway, i'm happy with where i am now. So many people all around me showing their care and concerns, i love it that way. I'm not letting those people go, they're all i ever had. Like what they said, we care most for the people that doesn't give a damn about us but doesn't give a damn to those who care most for us. True story, le sigh.
The worse part in a love life, liking someone so much but he/she likes someone else or he/she doesn't like you back. Hell yeah, that is so much of pain. But there isn't a shit you could do cos you're not anything in their heart. The painful truth, i've been there like 123456 times. After confessing, a sudden gust of cold shoulder just slapped me. I wonder why must they ignore me after knowing how much i love them, this is so crappy. Worse part of my whole love life, learned my lesson so much.
Thanks to all those people who rejected me in the past, i'm standing strong now.
We all want a relationship, not a relationshit.
Somethings are meant to be, somethings are not. If your relationship ain't working well, don't be afraid to voice it out before anything gets worse. If the other party doesn't bother to even listen, then stop wasting your time on someone who doesn't care and start focusing on people who cares. What's the point of trying so damn hard when the other party is not putting in any effort? You'll just hurt yourself furthermore, then start blaming on all the other genders saying that they're the same and what not. The truth is, everyone's different. Just because you went through a bad relationship, doesn't mean the next person you meet will be a dougebag as well. It depends whether you've chosen the right one or not, not because of an aftermath of a break up.
Break ups happens, if its meant to be, it'll eventually come back to you. If its not meant to be, why waste your time trying to fight back when there isn't anything to fight about? Just live each day as normal and move on. Move on? Its pretty crappy to always hear people saying those words, but that's the only choice left. Its so difficult to take a step ahead, but what else can you do? I hate to say this, but stop letting yourself get hurt by those people who didn't gave a flying damn. They're not worth your time, you'll only make them be more happier to ruin you. Wake up and stand strong, few months or days later you'll be ranting so much on the poor choices you've made.
It'll be funny, trust me.
It'll be funny, trust me.
STAY STRONG GUYS AND GIRLS, YOU GOT THIS.
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