Hey guys.
As most of y'all already know, i have been clubbing for a year or so already and no i hasn't been to any underage clubs or try sneaking into a club before i turned legally 18. The fact is, on 15 January 2011 is the first time ever i stepped into a club because it was my birthday on that day and i finally turned 18 after years of waiting. I wasn't actually waiting to step into club, i was more ready to reach that age so i can watch some M18 movies. Hell yeah, i was a freakin' movie-watcher back then and it always kills me a little inside when i'm still labeled as a 17 years old girl when i wanna watch a M18 movie so badly. Sometimes you just wish some people would just be kind enough to give you a chance but hell no, they still check my ID at the ticket point.
First time stepping into a club, i actually kinda like the atmosphere cos everyone was going crazy so they were kinda hyping me up as well. Trust me, i was perspiring so much cos i was dancing like no one's business. Of cos i was a little shy at first but after a few hours, i'm freakin' dancing to the beat and hecking everyone around me. Soon after that, i always have that tendency to visit the club twice every week. Not that i'm a hardcore clubber, but i really love the music and i too have that mindset that i can be kept away from the world and just mingle in my own world for a little while. It really makes me feel better after dancing like mad, especially when i come across a bad ass day before the party starts. Went in emo, comes out cheerful.
I did stop for a period of time cos of some occasion that disrupted it, and i did miss that feeling of getting hype up once again. One more thing i really love about clubs, i get to expand my social network circle and its really really crazy. First time stepping into club with all the unfamiliar faces around me, now i can recognize most of the people there and it makes me really happy to know most of them. Yes yes, you can say that they are clubbing people but they are indeed really nice and friendly people as well. Not most of the people there are as stuck up, you just gotta smile and boooomzxc, they're your friends already. I don't support finding a relationship there, its just a wrong place and wrong mindset to think that you'll be able to find someone to be your partner for eternal life. It is possible, but club is still for fun, joy and laughter afterall.
You know, i sometimes hate the fact that people calls me a hardcore clubber. I don't know what are their definition, but i just dislike it. Everytime i told them i'm going somewhere, they just assume i'm heading to the club. Really annoying to come across people like that, slapping them with my foot will make me feel better. I do love clubbing but is because of the music and people there, not because i want to go in to find some random guys to grind. Maybe that was my intention when i first started club, then i realized its just a bullshit mindset i had. So whoever comes near me in the club now, i'll just fold my arms, turn infront of them and just glare. I'm not mean, i'm just trying to send them a message telling them that i'm not as hot as they think i am cos of the dark atmosphere and i'm not any girl they can just pick and grind to make them feel good. I'm a super good girl, i dance only with my girlfriends and friends. ROFLMAO!
These are all the pictures taken back then at Zirca, such a wonderful memory.
First picture ever, INQUISITIVE/FRESHCOAT(PART 1) @Zirca
FLIPSIDE(PART 1) @Zirca
LOLLIPOP WEDNESDAY @Zirca
FRESHCOAT(PART 2) @Zirca
SPREADLOVE @Zirca
LOLLIPOP WEEKEND @Zirca
FLIPSIDE(PART 2) @Zirca
There are actually more pictures, i couldn't find them all. But with a few of these snapshots, it pretty much brings back a lot of memories. You all may think that its a club, why in the world are there memories to even remember. Well, i guess is all the new people i've met there. They were such great and friendly humans i've ever met, some i just know and boooomzxc, we're already that close until now. Of cos there are also many bad memories from there but i chose to remember only the good ones and not bring along all the bad aura into the future with me. I think i will really miss all those people there, its been awhile i've ever felt this way. You guys might be thinking why i'm saying all these now, and thinking why does this feels like a suicide note. Hell no, its not a suicide note. Its a blog post i would love to give thanks to, give thanks to all the great and awesome people i've met at the club and thank them for being a party animal with me. I can never forget all those havoc moments, once in a lifetime.
Such a long ass post, but please continue reading it. It might sound like i'm gonna end my life soon but please take it easy, i'm not ending my life. I'm actually deciding to end my clubbing life or maybe reduce my clubbing nights and do other things that i'm achieving for in life. Maybe you people would only see me once every few months on a random night, it will be good cos new people will start coming in as well. Moreover, people will stop labeling me as a clubber. But that's not the whole point of me changing, i guess i wanna have more hours in my sleep and maybe spend more quality time with the people around me more. Ever since i started clubbing, i missed out on so much. Time to get back on track and change my night life habit, it will be difficult cos no one can change overnight. Time will slowly go by, and the better and disciplined me will be evolved. Don't get me wrong, i'm still the clubbing me and it will live with me. It just depends when i wanna let it out and be havoc again, i won't let it die off so easily. Just that i decided to change my lifestyle a little better now, it is good too.
To end off this whole long blog post, i'm sure most of you people already know i'll be flying off to Sydney this coming Wednesday night for a week. So after i'm back on the 7th of November, i'm pretty sure the new me will come out by then. After i'm back from Sydney, no more clubbing for me. So you party animals out there who knows me, you'll stop seeing me as much as you have seen me in the club before. I'll be back on track and i'll be doing things to benefit me in the future, time to change the old me after years of rebelliousness. Thank you Zirca/Rebel, thank you awesome bouncers, thank you awesome people, thank you all for all these great memorylane. I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU GUYS LIKE A LOVE SONG!
SEE YOU GUYS AGAIN WHEN I'M BACK FROM SYDNEY!
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