Bullies.

Hey guys.

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I've posted about this topic before, but i'm pretty sure that ranting about such topics just once will never ever be enough. So here i am again, ranting for the second time. As y'all know, every single day while you're eating or showering, a lot of people in this world is being criticized and made fun of. Yes yes, sounds like its nothing wrong at all. But to me, making someone a laughing stock isn't a cool thing to do especially when you're not exactly perfect. You know, some assholes in this world were miraculously born without feelings planted in them. That's why when they made a fool out of someone, all they just felt was coolness and satisfaction inside of them. They can never empathy someone who was laughed at for so long, they're just one heartless human with a brain up their asses. I don't know how parents can tolerate such acts from their own child, its just so wrong. What were they ever taught? Are they as perfect as Barbie or Ken? I'm surrounded by idiots in the past, so many of them.

Throughout my life, i've seen people being bullied and made fun of. But i couldn't do anything to help them cos i was one of them who was constantly being laughed at like a fool. Is like having to wake up every single day trying your utmost best to drag your feet to school or to somewhere else, feels like you're being in a job and not getting paid. You just sit there letting people humiliate you for free then go home feeling so drained and sad because you know people out there are just so mean and they just wouldn't stop for once and realize how much of hurt they've cause you and others. Sometimes i wonder why life is so unfair, you see pretty people everywhere and thought to yourself why weren't you made the same. Everytime i see close to perfect people all around me, i just feel so demoralized and screwed up inside of me. Questions just kept popping up in my mind, the insecurities took over me. I was unable to react much, i just kept quiet and let the laughing continues. - Scumbag people. 

People might ask me: ' Why didn't you fight back?', ' Why didn't you tell anyone about it?'. Imagine you were in my shoes, is there any possibilities that you thought could save you from all this? Everyone was against you, no one was on your side and you're the only one battling this situation out yourself. Even if i tell someone this, what would their advice be? ' Just ignore them. ', ' Just do your own things and care less about it. ' It isn't as easy as said, it was one of the toughest moments in life for people who was constantly being laughed at. With no one supporting you, its just 1 person against an army of people. If i happen to fought back and fight for my rights, everyone would object and laugh at me even more. Being the lowest, i can never win those people. I can never stand out but feel so sick and tired of being a laughing stock every single day of my life. The broken pieces in me, it just turned into ashes after that. It left me with no feelings, left me with so much of scars i can barely care anymore. Everyday is like a routine, happening over and over and over again on replay. It never stops at all.

As soon as i got matured, i started looking at things differently. Though people still laugh at me, i still do get sad and demoralized inside but i didn't take it so seriously anymore. Instead, i laughed with them. Sounds like a stupid idea to laugh at your own flaws, but i think is time to laugh at your own flaws and accept them the way they are then that's when people will start accepting you for everything. You will soon realize that accepting your flaws means you have also accepted yourself completely, your insecurities will start decreasing and decreasing. Moreover, when some scumbag starts making fun of you again, you can gladly accept it and feel no regrets about it. I know its difficult to accept who you really are outside, its really difficult for me that i could just die and not exist anymore. Like how people would stop laughing at me when my existence is gone, like how i could be set free from all these. Now to think of it, it was the stupidest idea to have come out with such thoughts. Wanting to leave this world wasn't what i want at all, all i ever wanted was to escape from all these criticism.

Some people might have been bullied long time ago, when they start growing up they start gaining powers from all the wrong places. Next thing you know, a bullied child became a bully. You can't blame people who are like that, you should blame all those bullies who were not bullied before. They were the ones who started all this criticism, they were the ones who deserve every karma in their way. Bullies made me realized that they are the coward ones, they laughed at people just to feel good about themselves cos they have more insecurities than others. They go around spreading rumors like wildfire to other people just to get them on their side, isn't this what cowards do? I thought for a moment in the past that they were such powerful people but now? All i can ever think of is to label them as an insecure cowards. If they ever come around infront of me again, i won't hesitate to fight for my own rights. I will make sure to pour all the cosmetics up their throat to make them beautiful on the inside. Since they think that they're already so perfect on the outside, oh please.

Dedicated to the bullies of the future :

When you wanna make fun of others, think thrice for a moment. You will never know what shit you might cause them, you will never know what extend they will do to make them feel better. So many innocent people killed themselves cos of bullies all around the world, don't feel guilty when something like this ever happen. You are the ones who cause all these tragedies, you reap what you freakin' sow. Before letting others go crazy about how they look or how many flaws they have, put yourself in their shoes for a moment and walk for a mile. You think is ever easy to have to deal with shit like that every single day? We all fought real hard to stay alive till now despite having to go through all these criticism. We could have just killed ourselves and you'll be happy but no, we live on because dying for people like you ain't worth our strand of hair. Bullies are everywhere, you can gang up and bring the lowest one down but people who have overcome this will stuff words of wisdom up your damn ass and shut you up with their endurance and tolerance. Don't underestimate what we people can do, we can do anything to wake up your stupid idea. Yes, we are that desperate so deal with it. Ain't nobody for time for you, so just leave all those people alone and start finding the meaningful things in your life. If you want to criticize people, please make sure you are as perfect as God.

One fine day i will get into comedian and charge you for laughing at me! :