Hey guys.
Guess i'm officially busy on weekdays cos after much tries on looking for a job, i finally got it. I'll be working on weekdays and the time slot is a killer, so i assume i wouldn't have much time to blog so often anymore. Since today is a rest day, i would love to share all the great experiences i've faced throughout the week.
Firstly, interview was last week. I didn't have any high hopes that i'll be able to get the job cos i've got no experience and no certification in Early Childhood. Though i did help out in Children Church on weedend, but it was never enough to cover up the great progress needed. I felt really grateful after the interview because just after a few days, i was already accepted to take on the job despite not being certified in that particular job. I can honestly say i do not deserve this current job because my education wasn't that good and all my colleagues are certified with great accomplishment while i'm just a Nitec graduate. There's so many things to be appreciative for, they accepted me the way i am and gave me a chance when i least deserve it. Everyone there treated me like i'm part of their family, i don't feel like an outsider at all. Truly, this job makes me so happy and i'm always looking forward to it everyday. Hoping time could pass faster so i could go back to work again, its a rare thing for me to feel this way.
It has been a week since i worked at the private childcare school, i never felt so happy in my life. On the first day, i already felt so welcomed by all the kids over there. They addressed me and remembered me pretty fast and i'm also amazed that i memorized their names quickly as well. I never thought that life ahead was actually beautiful when i surround myself with kids, not that i'm a pervert please. The fact that they got scolded everyday cos of how naughty they can be, those kids will never remember any of the bad experiences they faced in school but still love us and care for us. I've got so many things to be unhappy about, so many things to complain about but those kids taught me how to love life just like the way they did. So many times i tend to focus on all of my bad encounters and not moving on from it, leading me to being so unhappy and not appreciative in the life i'm living. Its the same theory to me, the kids got scolded real bad but they didn't take it to heart but continue living life as it was. If i were to be like them, moving on from all those miserable things, i would be happy too.
In just a week and i've learned so much of things, getting use to the environment and people as well. The most funny thing i could ever think of when i look at the kids was, why didn't i look as attractive as them when i was their age? This generation's kids are really so good to look at, i mean when i see myself in the past, i don't even know if i wanna cry or just roll my eyes to the back. Really envy those kids with mixed blood in them, so adorable and so charming. Moreover when we were kids, we only wore some weird ass singlet with some cheap pants and slippers. My kids now wears Gucci shoes and wears DKNY dress to sleep, like what sorcery is this? I'm pretty sure most of them don't know how lucky they are to have such great parents giving them what they want, we don't even get what we want cos some of us wasn't born with a sliver or gold spoon. But one thing to be grateful about is we know miserable and pain from the past, so next time in the most difficult situation we are able to overcome it in a flash. Full of envious for them, but i'm proud to be where i am now anyways.
Sometimes we adults find it so hard to love our job, we just needed money to keep ourselves from dying. But of cos life isn't that unfair afterall. We worked hard, we worked long enough, the aftermath we got our pay and our bonuses, its still a great feeling isn't it? It motivates us to wanna work more harder than before, cos you know i know everything pays off after that. For me, i'm loving my job so much cos even in the most ugliest days, the kids will always be the one to light up my life with great happiness in me. They are like a happy pill, once they're around me, i can easily forget all my bad situations and carry on helping my teachers and kids happily. I'm unsure how long i'll be able to work in this line, but i'm praying very hard to go on for as long as i possibly can. Next year marks the day of my changes, to be certified in Early Childhood and be certified to teach the kids. Honestly, i am actually happy with where i am now but i know the fact that people wants me to go higher to accomplish more good education. I will not give up in trying no matter how difficult it is, it is time to strive really hard.
I wish i could be with the kids forever, but someday they'll have to graduate as well and new kids will be enrolled in. Despite all the scoldings, they still love us the way we are. I miss them so much now and looking forward to going back to the centre again. Thank God i've got many pictures and videos of them to look at when i'm on my lowest days, and also Thank God for such great things to be added in my life. Days ahead will be tough, but i'm standing firm and strong for everyone around me. This compassion of mine will go on and it will get stronger, no regrets shall be added to where i am now cos i learned to be appreciative and grateful in life.
' I'll look back on this and smile because it was life and i decided to live it. '
- E-Tells Tales
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